Saturday, September 29, 2007

My love story

I've just made the most unreasonable realisation yet. And when i confessed to my one true man, reality struck me like lightning and i finally confessed to him, again, that i do miss him. How? After i pictured myself baking cookies and drive my car around to his house just so i could say sorry. And then i saw myself hugging him, tearing up and kissing him. With high hopes that he'd truly forgive me like he said he would.

I know this really sounds cheesy but bear with me aite. This morning i told him, through a wide grin and i couldn't stop laughing. He sounded happy, of course. But i said i will tell him when he's wide awake and can really smile.

Right now, sitting in front of the comp with Santana and Chad Kroeger singing 'INTO THE NIGHT', all i can ever think about is him and that is one true blue good sign. Finally. i thought i was beginning to turn cold towards him. I aint cold for peanuts and i wished not to be like that forever. It's not me. I feel for others and i should be feeling for us, too. Not feel nothing. Think nothing. Be nothing. Just wrong. Sheesh.

Right now, i'm working up on the continuation of my FanFiction.Net read and a project for myself - yet again. I'm on Chapter Eight right now, working on Chapter Nine. But the reviews were slow and i lost motivation. But i can't blame my beloved reviewers. It must've been my story or the boring plot that drove them away. But most of them, i realised from reading my Gmail, that they only added Author Alerts, not reviews. I actually told them dont just add me for Author Alerts without leaving something to say. Guess they dont get the message.

Oh well, at least i have another outlet to let my imagination flow endlessly. Thought maybe i could work slow on something and TRY to finish it this time. I just finished reading Rachel Gibson's I'M IN NO MOOD FOR LOVE, and i swear with my Baby Tigger propped by my keyboard that it is one romantic read. Of course, she promised all her readers it'd be romantic and it was! AHHH! I about fainted with glee and fluttery emotions. I felt like screaming with hopeless romantic's disease. Sheesh! LOL. I like, swear with Rachel Gibson. You can trust a good story with her any time. Trust me. And now i'm waiting for her next book. Hopefully the fourth installment of her FOUR-SINGLE-THIRTYSOMETHINGS series. LOL. I'm getting the picture it'll turn out good.

And i'm sooo waiting for Vampire Knight Chapter 32 Scans to pop up. They're so slow! But as i dread the impatience and expecting a blow of surprises, i re-re-re-re-read (seriously) Merupuri, HINO MATSURI's third manga series. Not only am i in love with the beautiful drawings, how the mangaka drew the men and made them pop out of the page looking outstandingly delicious, i am in love with Aram's oh-so-handsome looks, boyish-charm, sexy messy hair and eyes. Again, i about fainted. Sheesh! Like, you've got to read the manga to get me because if you have that dreadful hopeless romantic's disease with you, i swear, reading this manga would triple your disease and might actually make you die with romance. LOL.

Well, i think i've about enough updated. I know my fanlistings beside this section is packed but i do love them. Colourful aren't they? =)

Much love,

Lana

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Quizzies

Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium

You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month.
But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis.



You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.



You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person.
You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way.
But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral.
Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.



You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.
You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.
And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.
Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.



You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.



Your Love is Based on Passion

When you're in love, you're brimming with emotions and desire.
For you, love can be a crazy frenzy - but somehow it all makes sense.
Love is the most important thing to you. You are capable of doing anything for love.
(This makes you very lovable... but also a little scary!)

Why your love can last: You've got the true attraction, bond, and euphoria to make it happen.

Why your love can fail: Love isn't something you really think through. Your roller coaster relationships sometimes end on a terrifying note.


So, quizzies. =) Told ya i'm a sucker for quizzies such as these. Oh and sorry for the flooding of FLs on the right-hand side of my blog. LOL. I'm a sucker for that too. Do visit them! They're my fav animes. =)

Much love,

Lana

Introductory Post

Ok, it's not the first time i have a blog with blogspot but it's been a while since i've used one as an outlet for my mind. It's a cool place to write down everything so i thought why not? Sure i might not be the regular sort of person to update all the time but i try my best to. And i'd make sure it stays alive with little things i like to post up. For example, my Fanfiction.Net updates - yeh, i write stories. =) Or maybe some quizzies i love to do. Maybe write about the stories i read and the authors i 'worshipped'. LOL.

I hope y'all won't get bored by me. =)

Much love,

Lana